i saw

i saw that you were alive

that you hadn’t died

that you survived

congradulations

my friend

good for you

that’s all i could have asked for

all i wanted was for you

to be okay

and i think

you are

i think

maybe i can sleep now

no, nevermind

sleep isn’t an option

sleep was never an option

theres no need for sleep when

you can lay awake in your thoughts and scream inside and continue to die and want it to be over with.