^/\{;,,;}/\^ --- are spiders friends, like you and me? or a masked enemy, like the night?

today was horrible
i couldn't win at anything

from a simple game,
to getting the damn car to work

i grabbed my lighter
but nothing would light

nothing would light
but i burned my hand

my walls are white
with a thousand little holes

like a war among tiny people
took place here

but all it was, was my posters
being moved a thousand times
(im indecisive)

so i scarred the walls
reflection of inside

like the mirror to my right
mocking my every move

STOP COPYING ME

he doesn't listen
he never listens to himself.

today was horrible
but i survived it
(i suppose)

now it's after two am
im procrastinating to eat dinner

it's after two am
and im regretting so many words
(and actions)

it's after two am
and im not sorry for myself anymore
(i'm not sorry anymore)

it's after two am
and i've never been the same
(but i haven't even changed)

everything, refuses to catch the flame
that i offer, with my head down
(i'm scared you'll see my eyes)

so now i head back to the night
away from the power i have over these words
(i can do anything)

and back to a world i can't control
but i wouldn't want to anyways
(i'd f**k it up for sure)